I was somewhere, it wasn't school. It looked like an alleyway but it was day time and so everything was bright and happy. Everyone from school was there. But it wasn't school. Then for some reason, Liming and I were holding our instruments and JZ tells us to play. At first we're like noo we suck, but then lui and his gang all come and tell us to play too. So we start playing. And then everyone just stops doing what they're doing and looks at us play.
It was so weird. After that, my dream skipped forward to me reaching home.
I open the door and I see my mum crying. I ask her what happened and she says that dad had died. Then I start crying too.
Like in Citizen Kane, there are montages of me being at school, in the exams, with friends. Just crying. Uncontrollable crying..
I woke up after that, and the weird thing was that my face was wet. I was actually crying.
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I haven't cried in ages lol. But I cry for a dream. RAWRS.
I miss my dad.
I miss my dad.
5 comments:
JZ tells us to play.......
lui and his gang all come and tell us to play too
AND THEN YOU START PLAYING. humphh
LOL.
O.oooooo!!! I hate dreams like that! I'd be thinking about it over and over again, and recalling all the good memories with that person, then become sadder, and I'd go to that person and tell him/her that I love him/her. But then when I see their happy faces and puzzlement coz of my random-ity, I'd cry. AHHHHHHH
manda call your dad and tell him that you love him!!! <3
mann,Ive been kinda sad since last night, still am. Dunnoe why, just all the thoughts and everything AHHHHHH
i'm fine now though lol but when i was writing the blog, my eyes started getting teary again.xDD
i just found it strange that i was crying. . lol cos i never cry..
LOLL IT'S CALLED PEER PRESSURE OKAY. LUI AND HIS GANG ARE LIKE SCARY D=
PPEEERR PREESSUREEE !
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh :(
whyyyy you be saddddd?
lolol!! sifff scared of lui!! XD hahahahhaaah!!! PEER PRESSURE? MARY WARREN MUCH? ;)lol
me no noe. ....:(
but im ok now :D
BUT im suddenly stressed, coz i have totally NO IDEA about stoopid spesh :( grrRRRrrrr
watcha been doing today?
omgsh amanda r u ok:| wat happened?? did someone hurt u:| omgsh this was wat jz was talking bout:| i think its like one of those realisations tat u DO love and MISS UR dad even though u dont feel it on a regular basis...
:( its ok manda manda, just take it easy okkk? :)
miss u all!
x
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