There's so much you have to know

It's never occurred to me how bad a daughter I am until now. Which in itself can contribute to how horribad a daughter I am considering the fact that I've only realised now. And that is one long and confusing sentence. Sorry, but you get the gist.
Rah.
I have to fix that.

Christmas is next Saturday!
I guess as you grow older, the whole festivity of it all sort of dies down with age or something. But the weird thing is, I was more excited about Christmas in August than I am excited about Christmas now. Strange world and times we live in.
Or it could be me... Hmm.
Strange world and times, indeed.

With only another 11 more days of 2010, I wonder what I've done this year that's made it even better than the other 17 years of my life.
Gone to uni. Made new friends. Have and sustain an amazing relationship with my besties and boyfriend.
All of whom I love so much, that I'd let my innards implode and then explode, and then implode explodingly on the basis that it would save their very, very, so very much valuable lives.. (:
But even still, I still can't help feeling as if I've let my relationship with my family suffer as a result of it. I remember the days when I'd sit with my mum for hours, just talking about whatever random stuff there was to talk about. I'd run and jump around the kitchen having conversations with her and everything was quite merry and gay. Ho ho ho. It was rather dandy. And gay. Ho ho ho. Gay. Ho ho ho. Gay. Ho ho ho. Gay. Ho ho ho. Ga..
I've never actually used the word gay in the context of enjoyment and merriment before. I now feel somewhat accomplished in something. Like a superhero. Who saves people. From falling out of trees. And roofs. And merry go rounds. OOOH RAH!
But yeah.
Times have changed so much.
Sometimes I wonder about the person I've become.
I'm definitely not the person I was this time last year and I don't know if I like the person I am now. Too sentimental and paranoid and all that bullcrap lol.
Times are a-changing babyy and we gotta look to the sky to get it alrightt~*

*Not actual lyrics. BUT DON'T THEY SOUND AWESOMEY AND LYRIC-Y JUST LIKE A REEEEEEAL SONG?

Anywhooo.
My plan for next week IS:
MONDAY (today) - Go out with JZ & Li-Ming for lunch :D
TUESDAY - Love and other drugs with JZ & Wendy! And possibly dinner with G after.
WEDNESDAY - MS Gift Wrapping with JZ and then street barbeque dinner thing with my neighbours at night!
THURSDAY - Kris Kringle at Li-ming's and then work!
FRIDAY - I'm not entirely sure yet :/
SATURDAY - CHRISTMAS PRESENTS AND JOY AND MERRIMENT AND LAUGHTER LIKE HAR HAR HARS SUPPLIED WITH A VERY GAY AND JOYOUS ATMOSPHERE. HO HO HO. MERRY CHRISTMAS ETCETERAH ETCETERAH ETCETERAH.
SUNDAY - Day after Saturday!

Oh gosh. I'm going to see JZ four days in a row.
May the lord have mercy on me. xD
Jk.
Rahr. I think I'm going out too much too.
Sigh.
My money is disappearing as fast as it appears.
ANYWAYS. TILL NEXT TIME I POST SOMETHING, KIDDIES!

OOOOH RAH!

 

BAI.