A rambling because I thought it was time for one

Here's a statement.
I don't want to have to rely so much on people.
What if one day they leave, then I'm pretty much screwed aren't I?

Nothing is certain in life, so the meaning of forever is basically futile in its attempts to create something that we want to hold onto.
But I guess, that's where people's convictions get the better of them.
If you believe it'll work, it'll work. Well, at least that's what I think.
Efforts can still go to waste though.
And in this fast paced world that we live in, having the effort in something could stand for something. Even if it's a tenth of an ants worth of significance. But that's just to us though.
What is it to that person across the street? Nothing.

Gay uni procedures is definitely making the sky cry more than normal too but at the same time it manages to maintain the humidity of the air to allow for an uncomfortable temperature, just to piss us off. WHY ARE YOU SO RETARDED FOR.
YOU SUCK BALLS.
YOU INSUFFLATE THEM.
HARD.

Anyway.
Holidays have been pretty much holiday like. But I'm losing the track of days and second year university is fast approaching. To some, it's already started. BUT TO US NORMAL PEOPLE WHO DON'T DO SUMMER SCHOOL, WE'RE STILL HOLIDAYING.
I kind of want January to be over too.
For some reason, I don't like the beginning of the year.
Everything seems too new and everyone's like 'OH WHAT'S YOUR NEW YEARS RESOLUTION?' AND I'M LIKE 'YOUR FACE HAHAHAH'
Well not really.
But I'm not really into the whole resolution thing anymore. It's sort of overrated and I don't see anything to it. You can make goals anytime of the year right? And it'd still be as new as that pair of shiny Adidas shoes you bought 3 years ago, but have never worn.

My mum comes back on Saturday.
This 'freedom' isn't going to last long :(
SO MY PLAN FOR THE WEEK?
Wednesday - Visit the kids at uni!
Thursday - WORK ALL DAY.
Friday - Find something that I usually wouldn't do if the parentals weren't home. HAHAjk jk! Be a good girl (:
Saturday - GET EARS PIERCED YEAHHHHHHHHH BABY.

I've finally decided to do it.
SORRY LIMING.
I've thought about it over and over.
Your efforts into scaring the crap out of me didn't go to waste though! I mean, you've made me put it off for a couple of months now! You're like that good. HAHA but yeah.
IT'S ON.

BAI.